How Can I Break-Free From This Virgin Curse?

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I am 22 years old and I am eager to become a good man and live a comfortable life with assets and life savings. I have lived in a single family home all my life. I was not born in a wealthy family. I depend on rent from tenants to make ends meet.

I have been working from the age of 16 to assist myself in attending school and helping out in the house. I'm ashamed to say this, but I'm a virgin. Some of my friends know that I am a virgin and they mock me by asking when last I had sex.

I feel sorry for myself. However, I don't let it break me even though it makes me feel alone or that I'm the only one.

I'm single and I haven't found the right woman with the right connections or energy to hang out with. But I really need a woman in my life. I'm selectively social so I don't socialise a lot. I feel depressed at times, so I smoke to clear my head. I'm in a 9 to 5 job at a hotel.

I really want to stop working for someone because I'm just going in a circle. Bills and low savings keep me moving slowly. I just want to be happy and take care of myself and my family. That would just be a blessing and forever happiness.

Give me your best advice to guide me.