I am writing to you about a matter. I am 25 years old and I have one child. When I was 17, I was spending time with my aunt, who has three children; two boys and one girl.
The girl was just a young child. The boys were grown up. We always fool around each other. The two of them had sex with me, different times while I was staying at the house. I did not know I had got pregnant until I missed my period.
My mother did not know that I was pregnant. I had a boyfriend in the country and he asked me if I had sex with anybody and I told him no. He told me that it seems to him that he got me pregnant.
I started to cry because I knew that it was one of my cousins who got me pregnant.
He was 30 years old. I asked him what he was going to do, and he said he would talk to my mother. He spoke to my mother and she cursed him and told him that he didn't have to get me pregnant.
He owned the child and supported the child.
My mother and grandmother took care of the baby and I went back to school.
This child has nothing for him. He has a flat forehead just like my cousins. My grandmother always says that he resembles our side of the family. One day I told my boyfriend that I do not believe that the child is his.
I lied and told him that it was my cousins who raped me and got me pregnant and no protection used with either of them. The child is registered in my current boyfriend's name. We don't have any together.
My cousins give me money to help their son. I don't know which one of them got me pregnant, but I know I had sex with both of them. My boyfriend and I still have a relationship. He has two children now with another girl.
People might think that the child I have is for my boyfriend because he is the one sending the child to school.
Sometimes I think that I would want to get married, but I cannot tell any man that I had sex with my cousins. So, I am asking you for your advice.