I'm HIV Positive And Seeking a Husband; Any Advise Would be Great

I am asking you for some help. I am in my 50s but look 30s and facing some problems in my life. It all started when I got called to go on the hotel programme in 2001. That is when I found out that I am HIV-positive.

Let me tell you about myself first. I do not have a job. I am single and I do not have anywhere to live. I go to the doctor every three months. I am on medication. I do not look ill and I need somewhere to live. I can do hotel work or a live-out job or day's work.

I am looking for a nice, loving husband. Right now, I am living with one of my daughters who needs help herself, but she tries to help me whenever she can. So, please, if anyone reads this letter and is willing to help, I will be glad.

Sad to say throughout my life i never had a real relationship where i felt loved or treasured. To this point in my life i feel used and abused and my dream shattered; i once reminisce as a child. I deeply feel all hope is not lost, its not the end of the road for me and my life.

If this letter goes on any longer ill have to write a new one as the previous ones had my tear all over them.

The slightest advise would be great. Thanks ... ;(